
I am currently going on 27 hours 40 mins without sleep. I thought it might be interesting to write while in this daze of exasperated exhaustion. I feel a little disconnected from what’s going on around me, like I have tunnel vision and everything’s a little quieter. I move more slowly than almost everyone I interact with. I walk slower, think slower, talk slower… everything slows down. I am kind of filled with an animalistic resentment, something from evolution that is demanding to be heard. It’s such a relief to close my eyes. They are heavy and my head is full of pressure. But, there’s a small hint of two-fold regret. One, that I’m about to sleep away a sunny day (like I have a choice). Two, that I can be that productive in a short period of time, just think what I could do if I worked harder. But that one will be more interesting in retrospect. Since, for right now, all I can do is zone.