All-Nighter

I am currently going on 27 hours 40 mins without sleep.  I thought it might be interesting to write while in this daze of exasperated exhaustion.  I feel a little disconnected from what’s going on around me, like I have tunnel vision and everything’s a little quieter.  I move more slowly than almost everyone I interact with.  I walk slower, think slower, talk slower… everything slows down.  I am kind of filled with an animalistic resentment, something from evolution that is demanding to be heard.  It’s such a relief to close my eyes.  They are heavy and my head is full of pressure.  But, there’s a small hint of two-fold regret.  One, that I’m about to sleep away a sunny day (like I have a choice).  Two, that I can be that productive in a short period of time, just think what I could do if I worked harder.  But that one will be more interesting in retrospect.  Since, for right now, all I can do is zone.

posted : Wednesday, April 8th, 2009

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